I can still taste the nicotine ( Read more... )

Xx

cold. alone.

after everything there is nothing.

As usual, I'm at home alone... and I feel like I can't breathe. Like I have no one to talk to, to run ideas by, to help calm my mind. Just paper, and this lousy laptop.

What's the point of letting anyone in, when all I end up doing is driving them away.

Maybe genes do have a bigger part in personality...

random side thought.

I should be studying and doing homework...but meh. I'm so not in the mood.

I want ice cream...but I don't cause I want to loose weight.

:(

Apparently I was angry the last time I went to post...
I think.
*shrug*

I'm tired...I need to get two cakes done this week, I have a practical tomorrow...and of course I work at 4 today.

I want a new job...but I like the security of my hours and pay here.

Did I mention I love Lilo and Stitch?

fuck my life.

With all the contradicting signs, how am I to believe you?