i guess....althought i dont know the whole story...i guess the right decision was made...but its hard...its something none of us wantedit makes me cry thinking about it...but i must go back and be strong for everyone else....its just...i have known them forever....and i remember when he first came here....well...i guess im out

so many things....but i dont even remember what they were...the last major thing was the "fender bender" that was crazy...and i was scared...but yeah...as far as i know it all worked out fine...

oh yeah...i really felt like droping out of school last wednesday...or at least intentionly failing...i mean its got to be bad when you wish  had p. mullis ( Read more... )

I hate family reunions...I dont know anyone....but this one was "fun"...and how often is it the you best friend is at teh family reunion...that was cool...but yeah, the only people I knew were the ones I allways see..(ie...my moms siblings, my g-ma, my cousins and robbie) althought there was one other person I knew...but did not know...that would ( Read more... )

but everything and nothing have happened all at once... but just so everyone knows....i have quit caring...quit caring about what people think...and offending people...well, I care sometimes...but if you deserved it then yeah no biggie over here...i am so tired of school...i am so tired of dealing with people...listening to people talk about each ( Read more... )

why bother, its not like ANYONE cares.

Things change so fast!

well, last week I was not happy, and I was kinda depressed the whole week, but then on thursday, things got better.I was so happy friday, and I was/wasn't looking foward to buch gardens. but I guess I was pretty excited, because I was "plannin" my whole day out, and I was alsotrying to figure out who I was going to sepnd my ( Read more... )

and im gettin tired of it

I wake up to a message I was hopin for LAST night, I have a horrible day, and the only one that can cheer me up does not... grant it, cole did do a pretty good job during drama, but it still did not work. yeah, thats enough complainin

Survivor starts in less than a month...YAY!...I have total confusion about stuff but im ( Read more... )

no one really cares about me. I try saying something, and they just ignore me.

last night it happend, someone very important to me, just ignored me.yeah, I cryed myself to sleep again. I was told why, but then they did not fell like listen again, and they were not here for me.  i know u say u care, and I know they had a problem, but what if I had a ( Read more... )

I dont have many friends. (and no, this is not a pitty party)

but u know what, even though I dont have many friends, I dont care.

Because the friends I do have are awesome, and I would do anything for them. They are the best. I know they care... even when it does not seam like it.

I know I am truly blessed/lucky to have friends like these.

I would ( Read more... )

well... that was fun

we had a steller time down there in Charleston, and I got to ride shotgun the whole time (pretty much) I want to go back so bad. wednesday night they had a missionary from France, and what he spoke about really "spoke" to me, but I dont think france is teh place for me. im thinkin some place like Scotland or New Zealand ;) that ( Read more... )