i cant keep hiding. im constantly running. afraid to come out. refusing to talk. thats not me... but thats my life.

I wish I could stop pretending like nothing ever happened...

ok, so I want to start using this for something, althought im not sure what... if you have any ideas let me know... <3 Lauren

Big Brother live feeds are good, but the BB6ers are not thinking

ok, its not xanga, or myspace it should be ok....who really cares, ill still use them till my heart is content.

the good news...i still fit into my dress
The bad news...I dont have anyone to go with.

oh, how i can fall in love with a character ( Read more... )

Ive fallin for someone, but i cant do anything about it. I dont know what to do.I mean ive felt for the longest time like summer did when seth and anna were going out. I know im crazy here, and i am so confused. but i just heard a song that made me think of them :(

speaking of teh OC, i just wached part of teh 1st season, and almost cried. The song ( Read more... )

and remembering...my first memory that i can still see clearly...makes me sad...i need to fix that problem....why am is so like marissa now....i mean, i would never do the things she does, but if i did, i would do it now...u know?....some situations are the same... :-/

yeah a good weekend, but lets start with friday.

i had thought it was going to be absolutely horrible...but it turned out MUCH better than expected. the one person i was dreading the most being gone was in homeroom. I was like HOLY COW its David....that made me happy...so yeah, school was much better than expected. and then old navy was fun, in i ( Read more... )