Today I made a decision that will affect me the rest of my life, i am not sure if it was the right decision all i know is that there is no turning back....

always watching over your back, but never looking back.. i am gone for the ride

this is only the beginning.
AND
IT'S TIME TO GROW UP

athena R.I.P.
"to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world."

hello, i have neglected to write for a very long time i've sorta have had my hands tied, well actually i've been locked up, now i am far far away... i miss the memories of fallbrook, and all the adventures i had. i'll never forget all of you ( Read more... )

i miss Bre so much, i wish she would come back soon i just wish there was some way i could get in touch with her she was such a good friend i wish people didn't have to just leave so soon like that, especially the way she did i hope that she knows i love her to peices and that i want to still be her friend so much, that it hurts and i think about ( Read more... )

You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.

Violent
94%
Sweet
88%
Hot
75%
Soft
25%
Wet
19%
Shy
19%
Exciting
13%
Awkward
6%
What is your sexual style?
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Today was good I activated my cell phone that i got, it's a peace of shit but w/e, it's better then no cellphone at all, right, then I called Zack and we made plans to hang out. so yeah I had to walk off base and have him pick me up, which kinda sucked because well i had to walk, then we went to his house for a bit and then off to fallbrook we ( Read more... )

So i went to Arizona to see my sister for the first time in a long time. we stayed at a nice hotel and went to dinner and saw movies, i realized that i wasn't going to see her for a long time after i left, because we would be moving to road island and she'd be off to college, i realized that, this would be the last time i would be here in yuma, ( Read more... )

so yeah, today i got up at ll:30 and today i don't have to work, yesterday, i met this guy andy from my work he's bi, and hee's adorable, i met this girl named mellisa but she wanted me to call her chicken head, she named her car brutis, and andy named his car bernard, they remind me of my friedns from fallbrook not that they are anyway a ( Read more... )

Yesterday I met this girl named britany, she's pretty cool, she is 15 and well she lives down the street. I don't feel so lonely anymore because I have at least someone I can relate with, that is my age ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is my last day at fallbrook high school. I am tranfering to oasis and getting a job as one of those sign flippers. I've quit using drugs, with the exception of tobbaco, which hopfully will be done with soon. The drama of life hasn't stopped but i am working toward coping with my surroundings. I realized i have the choice to make my life ( Read more... )