Maybe its because i didnt take my meds today or maybe its because i am pissed at the world...especially myself ( Read more... )

Here we go again...trying to keep this thing updated. All the people who inspire me to update dont ever update themselves...so thats makes it even more difficult to keep up with this thing ( Read more... )

I am really tired and want to go to sleep for a little while, but i have to work at twelve thirty. Aside from that i am really stressed about my weight. I gained a few pounds these last few weeks, and my stomache is really big. I want to start working out, but its hard to find time and i would much rather work out at a gym. I dont have the money ( Read more... )

I dont know where to start ( Read more... )

Okay so theres so many things i want to just randomly babble about and i dont really know where to start. I guess everything is going to have to be updated in more that one entry ( Read more... )

I just said goodbye to Brendan. He picked me up from work and I drove us to blockbuster. Returned a movie, went to Qfc, ran into Bartells, and then headed to Handy Mart. Stopped at home and picked up my late movies and dropped them off at Hollywood. Then went back to blockbuster and picked up the movie "click". Such a good movie. Brendan and I were ( Read more... )

Yesturday i completed all of my goals. I did most all my laundry and washed all of my blankets. That was what i was planning on getting done yesturday. Went and babysat and made $25 then went to work for four hours. Daniella came in to pre train even though she wasn't suppose to. It was fun. We had the place cleaned and did everything on the ( Read more... )

Brendan and I had a good talk tonight, outside while we were saying goodbye. I have set up a few goals for myself as has he. They are somewhat long term goals, but that's good.

During the week of Oct. 16th - 22nd, I will get my permit and my room. That includes hanging my lights up etc. Also wash all my bedding and do all my laundry so i can start ( Read more... )

Alright, so i officially think that people need to stop being stupid. Brendan's x girlfriend sent me a friend request on myspace and i accepted and was just like ok whatever. I sent her a message and the conversation went as follows ( Read more... )

So my eyes are burning and stinging and it does'nt feel so good ( Read more... )