Its amazing to see how much you can change in a year or two ( Read more... )

i'm loving all the ambiguity.
not to say i don't do it too,
but this is just getting stupid.

everyone is pissed and i hate it.

i'm not going to come on here for a really long time,
i don't want to sit here and listen to people bitch about my friends.
everyone can do what they want, this is their journal, but i want no part.

its getting hard to keep my mouth shut.
he likes her,
but she likes him,
and he likes somebody else,
you just can't win.
and here i am in the middle,
a vat of information.

i'm getting close to overflow.


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i havent been shot down like this for so long
and putting yourself out there 100%, and being told your not good enough,
having what you were promised taken from you, is the worst feeling ever.
i want to believe its not true, but it is.

things change ( Read more... )

PLEASE HELP ME ( Read more... )

i dont know what the fuck i am going to do if sunny dies.
that bird is my life.

( texas )

i just read a post from me, form like a year ago,
and i was so happy that i didnt have mono.
and now, here i am a year later.
i got it and it ruined my life.

stupid scars.
stupid arthritis.
stupid mono.

( boy oh boy i have missed you guys )