spring break was badass! I loved it. Sleeping in every day and staying up every night. I went to the beach on Friday, it was fun. I didn't tell my parents tho.. its the first time I really lied to them. I told them I was stayed at my friends house, they wouldn't have let me go. They need to trust me I mean look, I went.. 'behaved' or w/e and I'm ( Read more... )

dang, I haven't written in quite some time...
things have sucked horribly until recently
friends are great and life is more fun and I love
having a car and being able to go anywhere.
Josh asked me out today too! I love it, he's a real
sweetheart.

whoa, look how big that little cartoon dudes eyes get ( Read more... )

this whole 3 day weekened sucked because I was sick the entire time...I got my license!! and I was planning everything out to do this weekend since I'd be able to drive places but did I get to? no, I was too sick. I was so sick, I couldn't even drive 10 minutes to see my friend and go to the store, I had my mom take me haha. I was so dizzy, I ( Read more... )

yay yay school started!! poo. I was so excited and o so happy for it to start again but now its just like "what? I was actually excited about this?" but it seems to be getting somewhat better...day by day it gets a little better I guess. its cool, I'm not saying its awful or anything it just could be better but its good I guess. Damn! I went to ( Read more... )

aww what the fuck man...everybodys getting their heart broken all the sudden, its like its some sort of lame club now. I started it tho! yeah some sweet jerk broke mine a few days ago... -sigh- its just the worst feeling ever. then I find out Jessica is all heart broken over a guy that she really likes but is just really confusing her and being ( Read more... )

hahahahaha I was just re-reading my poems and shit from like 2 years ago...from my very first one to now and my first poems like in the 2003's are the stupidest poems I've ever written or seen maybe...2004's weren't much better. man I was pretty dumb. I'm not saying these recent ones are much better but I think they kinda make at least a little ( Read more... )

so...how do I explain the last few weeks? intense, confusing, hard. Well, this past week was the one that was the weirdest, the most mood changing. my friends are the reason. one wanted to go to the movies but I couldn't then is all pissed at me now...one wanted to die and scared the shit out of me...one is way too cheery about stuff...one got ( Read more... )

haha look how this shit changes...happy to sad to happy to fucking sad again only this time its a good reason to feel it ( Read more... )

YAY I was with him tonight....I think I'm in love. :D He's the sweetest and kindest and the funniest...I love him with everything I have and I don't care what anyone else says. He's worth the wait ( Read more... )