i feel absolutely helpless.
ill help you if you LET me help you.

please let me fucking help you.

i told you, iD give you ANYTHING
@ this point. just help yrself.

/charissa nicole.

"someone is driving her down, down
the same streets that i did."

my husband basically had an affair.
its over.

d o n e.

do not

cry or H I T
thealarm ;; ________

we are

frie.nds

til / we

____ DIE.

as soon as he comes back home
this ship will finally be sunk.

no joke.

i absolutely, positively, can no longer do this ( Read more... )

there was a "break room" in the "supply schoolhouse ( Read more... )

we still sleep together,
but we sleep in our clothes.
this is our house,
but this is not our home;

thats what november felt like.
jannelle left on the 2nd, never to be seen again.
julian moved (back) in & its never been the same, since.

i love him.
i really do.

if i'm lucky, ill have it like this forever.

there is something i need to say. it might sound a bit strange ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

lately ive been thinking;
ive been having that sinking feeling.

a sinking ship.

i dont have a nack for this anymore,
but im going to try.

tomorrow is my 19th birthday
& i barely care.