life yo- men suck-- i'm so tired of being let down-- how the hell am i supposed to have any hope? in other vague news i'm swamped with school but enjoying the sculpture project that i'm working on...
i was listening to billy holiday on the bus this morning- its a melancholy kind of day. not going to fight it- but try to enjoy it--
so i applied to a juried show- and didn't get in- my first taste of rejection i did spend about 10 minutes on the application thou...
but i'm still sad just watched art school confidential last night --- but no - i am not going to let the rejection get me too down-- hmmm maybe i'll commit some petty crime to ease my woes....
so ya, after coughing up a lung the other day (who knew there was so much mucus in there!) i looked at what my body had just done. it was disgusting -- it was like i was vomiting - but everything was coming out of my lungs....