A horrible revelation struck me today. Perhaps nice guys really do finish last. I have a gentleman in my life who is absolutely wonderful. He seems to do everything right. Every morning I wake up to a text saying good morning, asking how I have slept. Every night I go to sleep to one wishing me a good night filled with sweet dreams. The moment I ( Read more... )

Today is a beautiful day and I shall enjoy it to my fullest capabilities.

I finally figured it out and I am so much more satisfied now that I feel like I understand things. The answer was obvious. It is a fundamental part of understanding men that I disregarded. Something that is so ingrained in his very character. It is amazing how easily I could put it aside and forget considering every aspect of him that I love is ( Read more... )

Today the snow falls fast and hard. It is cold and dark outside, reflecting accurately what is inside. People are trying to comfort me. I know I should be grateful. I am loved. Why does that mean so little to me right now? Perhaps because it feels misplaced. I could not help but love someone who could not love me. Now I find them all foolish for ( Read more... )

I never really have kept a journal. I have tried a few times to keep something that resembles it but often found that I am not persistent enough to really keep it up. I expect that this live journal will probably go the same way. I have found myself wanting to write in this a few times now, but once again lacking the motivation to do so. I'm not ( Read more... )