My skin has been so smooth and glowing lately. It must be all the orgasmic sex. I'm still irritated from that cherry lube. I'm going to see the doctor again if it doesn't get better soon because its not a good place to be irritated ( Read more... )

I used to buy cute socks all the time last year. I haven't in a while. That's something that I must invest a few dollars in every month or so. When looking down at your feet, its always nice to see something bright and fun. It makes me happy. White ones get dirty and turn brown anyway ( Read more... )

I can't cry again. But I want to so god damn bad. I called Ryan tonight just to see what's up. We got into a disagreement, maybe not even as far as that. I told him I wanted to see him more because its hard being away from him. All he could say was "don't you have pictures of me? and we talk on the phone." Wtf, that is not the same. I asked when we ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm crying. Fuck. Yes I do. I'm so scared. I'm so stupid. All I want is for him to be here right now, to hold me and say everything is going to be alright.

I've always wondered--if it was cold enough and you farted, would it make a steam cloud? Of course you would have to have your pants down and maybe spread 'em a little bit for maximum heat release...but would it really work? I would like to find out one of these day.

You know what is the worst? Waking up on a cold fall/winter morning and having to sit on a cold toilet seat. They should invent a device that is connected to your alarm clock, so that when it goes off the toliet seat will automaticaly heat up ( Read more... )

So its official now, me and Ryan. :) This whole me being in Corvallis and him being in Eugene is going to be waaay hard though. I'm going to have to be very understanding and patient, which can be hard sometimes. But freaking finally!!

I'm sick. And kind of sad. More lonely than anything else. We are going to a party tonight. I'm going to be a secretary having an affair with her boss. It will be hott. I want to talk to Ryan. I want him. :( Ughhh. I don't know what to do. If he tells me he doesn't want to be official, it will probably make me cry. I have to keep telling myself, " ( Read more... )

Ryan came up on Friday night to spend the weekend with me. At first I was grateful but now I think it was just an extended booty call. Even though it was enjoyable, it wasn't worth it. I asked him what we were and he said that he "liked where we are right now". But assured me we weren't just friends. Then what are we asshole?! If you are truly into ( Read more... )

I'm going to be voting for the first time next month. I'm becoming more politically informed and involved (omg and I feel so...educated and adult doing it ( Read more... )