I decided last night that I wanted to make it official with Ryan. I called him tonight to tell him that I do want to be with him. He didn't pick up. And still no call back. Everyone keeps telling me to stop freaking out because it is way obvious he wants me bad but I can't help but be paranoid ( Read more... )

-I miss Ryan. :( I want him to come visit right now ( Read more... )

Tonight I was attempting to do homework and was destracted by slightly sexual thoughts about Ryan (okay, highly...I'm not gonna lie) when he called me. We talked for over an hour about random things and it was wonderful. This is just so different than anything else I've ever experienced. He asked me what we were and like a tard I said I didn't know ( Read more... )

Ryan said he was intimidated when he first met me because I was so gorgeous. I "stood out" from everyone else at work. He also thought I was 22, saying I was very mature for my age...so nice, easy to talk to and what a pretty boy is like but as a girl (lol whhaa?). He thought we'd only be work friends, not imagining we'd be hanging out and making ( Read more... )

After working out this morning, I weighed myself and found that I lost 10 pounds over the summer. Shit. It goes to show what healthy eating, not overeating and limiting late-night snacking will do. But it did make my booty a little smaller, noooo not the booty! My jeans are looser as well. I am trying to make it more muscular though. Because ( Read more... )

My roommate is never here. She is always with her boyfriend. Lame ( Read more... )

I am SO walking around in my OWN apartment...NAKED! The first time is always kind of exciting, so I thought I'd share.

my roommate's been gone all day. i don't really know where she is. i made dinner myself, ramen noodles cause there is nothing else here (god i need some veggies). there was some cheese on the stove that i didn't notice, so it burnt to a crisp and smelled bad haha. then there were no clean bowls so i had to eat it out of a mug. both of those are ( Read more... )

Me and Sara got our bikinis waxed today. It didn't hurt too bad but I won't I'll be getting a Brazillian anytime soon.

My boy might not be "just a friend" in the very near future. :) Will keep you posted.

Heelllooo Poitiers, France. Because that is where I will be staying for my study abroad sometime Junior year, as of my decision two minutes ago ( Read more... )