I called my work from last summer to ask for a few hours here and there. GAH. It was painful. So yes, it will be another (half a summer) of bussing pizza. Hopefully that job at Aero will work out, the interview went well and I feel very confident. And maybe Forever 21 will call back for a second interview ( Read more... )

How come it seems like I'm never good enough for anyone? I try so hard to succeed but I'm always left in the gutter like a dead leaf. And god damnit people, I AM good enough. But why can't you see that?

I'm an umemployed boyfriendless loser! And I'm listening to Beethoven. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but it ages me about 30 yrs thus classifity me as a middle-aged loser who is actually 18 (alost 19..on the 27th, please remember that date). Sooo, yeeeaa.

Oooh I got some really cute red pillows for my couch. Yay it just made my day. :

I realized that almost all of my friends have boyfriends. Then here is me. Just plain old me. Single as always. Lonely as always. I'm tired of going to bed with no one to think of, no one to hold me, no one to think of me. Some girls break up then find another significant other so fast, but what about me?! Why not me? It sounds so selfish, but what ( Read more... )

One of my favorite print tank tops that was like the FREAKING coolest thing ever and *was* my favorite shirt, faded to an ugly light pink with a barely visable print. This shirt was an original, like not from Old Navy or some shit like that. FUck man, I'm piiiised. I should've hand washed it. Damnit, I am hating myself for being lazy right now!!

HOLY SHIT. Zac Hanson finally got married! *tear* My baby has finally grown up haha. Oh my gosh I wanat them to have kids because they are going to be so cute l;aksjd;flkajsd;lfj ( Read more... )

Ughh I hate when people play games. People should just be straight up for once. Andrew and I had our first real conversation today about this topic and our problems with the other sex. He walked me through play by play what to say to Brian, what he was probably thinking and what his words/actions meant. Very helpful. Andrew is actually really cool ( Read more... )

I've had a lot of dreams lately where I've been smoking and highly enjoying it. In my dreams it feels so satisfying. I looked it up and found a whole bunch of interpretations here.

Hmm..I really wonder what it means?!

Wow, this is the first Thursday I haven't gone out in a while...or even wanted to go out. A little over that lifestyle. People here are so fake. That life seems so unreal, superficial and not me ( Read more... )

I'm getting sick of all the people around here!!! PMS plus end of the year weariness doesn't mix well. Bahaha even my roommie was like, "I knew you are about the start your period!"

The "shuffle" feature on iTunes is quite fun. I've always forgotten to use it until recently.