NO im not online dating or online anything..ing...just reading up. here's some relationship related articles i think everyone could benefit from reading. i've started thinking about what i really want from a partner that im seriously involved with. here's a short list of things i must have (and will endlessly unconditionally give in ( Read more... )

i just feel like crap. utter crap.

I don't know what is my brain, or what is my hormones, or my heart talking to me anymore. I can't tell if I'm being realistic or irrational, I feel so two sided, I have lost track of time and space, I can't remember things from five minutes ago, I have to sleep ten to twelve hours just to be able to get out of bed. I can't stand looking at myself ( Read more... )

I feel like the caged bird that repeatedly flies into the mirror in which it sees a new horizon when its really just an illusion on the stark white paper of the bank's denial letter ( Read more... )

I was in newport last night with derek, seeing a movie, and I saw all these girls (well I heard them first) doing a little bachelorette *sp* outing and they were singing, very loudly, GOOOIN TO THE CHAPEL AND WE'RE..GOOOONNNAAAA GET MARRRIIIEEEDDD...and there were a lot of them, just enough anyway, and it made me really happy and really sad at the ( Read more... )

well in less than two days I will be back in Memphis, Tn. yAy. I longed to leave, now I long to get back. Friends, family, history. Interesting how things turn out, wouldn't you say?

i will be moving back to memphis june 1st! yAy for me!

NEVER GO TO OHIO!
DRIVE/FLY/WALK AROUND IT IF POSSIBLE!
IT WILL KILL YOU!

I once wished my eyes were blue ( Read more... )

to prepare for the longest year of my life (which is funny because there were many of those...what's another one?..)..I think I shall meditate. Now..this could pose to be very difficult, because I have a very bad case of ADD. Not diagnosed by a Dr., but is very, VERY obvious to anyone who should share a mere 5 minute conversation with me. I am ( Read more... )

Goodbye My Lover ( Read more... )