Hm.... yesterday was fun. New skirt, shirt, and tank top. he he. Totally shouldn't have. And then we (me, my brother, Amanda, and Rich) went to the movies... The Island. It was good actually... Nick was there with Steve Packard and he kept turning around and flicking me off. It was actually pretty funny cause I had no idea who it was so at first I ( Read more... )

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OK so I fucking HATE Dan and all his little people at T-Mobil. Know how he told me I had a 20 day trial.... I went back on the 11th day and they said they were doing badly in sales so could come back some other time, because I had plenty of time left on my 20 days anyway.... so I did... to day... on the 17th day... mind you I haven't used it since ( Read more... )

ok so I DID take a nap earlier and for some reason, without an alarm clock or anything, and totally luckily, I woke up exactly on time... early even.... 10 of 4:00. I was like, shit that is amazing. But I also felt like total shit and still do. My muscles hurt, my back, my throat, my feet, my head, my chest, GRRRRRR! So I really didn't wanna go in ( Read more... )

I think that we definitely had fun last night. Me, Steph, Amanda, Rich, my brother, my dad, and Pam. I forgot how much I love to watch races... of course that may sound stupid but I do. I don't know why. It also made me think about how much I would LOVE to race. I would love to get out there and use different strategies and SPEED to fly around the ( Read more... )

"I was scared. No, not of you. Of us. I started this year thinking that I had to say good-bye to you, but I was wrong. You're a huge part of my life-- past, present, and future-- and I have to start getting used to that because... you make my life better, not worse ( Read more... )

So, waiting up to hear the verdict.... OF COURSE NOT I've totally gone all over kill on this drama crap with him... well it's over ( Read more... )

I have to work with him tonight.......

So it may not be that serious. Maybe I shouldn't worry. He'll probably act like nothing's happened at all and I'll fall for his "I do care" line yet again. But all I know is this, I'm dying inside and there is nothing I can do.

"I have this connection with him, though he doesn't see it. It's like I turn around without a reason I can think of and he's either passing by or is standing nearby. I can pick him out of a crowd of over a hundred almost instantly sometimes. It's almost as if I can feel his presence." -My So-called Life ( Read more... )