amazing how much has chamged . I live life now.

I am happy.

I am someone who doesn't care if he is an outsider

I am not lonely.

I  live on my own.

I have forgotten my past.

I i have forgotten my family.

I  belong some where.

I am not depressed.

I don't need  love any more.

I care.

I have had many nights of kinky wild and hot sex.

I  walk with my head held up.

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aaron and i's party went off with out a hitch, now tha after-math starts.

3 garbage bags full with only bottles
2 " " Garbage
300 dollars spent to throw party
0 people threw up
0 police
1 hell of a party.

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i need to go to mit, i know this, but i ahve fucked ym self to the point were it won't happen. i must live with the fact that i gave my self a second rate high school exprience and well iam fucking paying for it.

-r-

sick and loving it. work all weekend but tonight

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grabbed from aaron from gemma.

01. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
02. Run a google image search on that word.
03. Reply to this entry & post that picture.
04. Put this in your journal, so I can do the same

harsh? maybe?

-r-

and so my fate is sealed once agian.

-r-

grabbed from gemma's journal. i don't knwo how to bold underline or italicze so i wont x-+ will be mine It is a list of banned or once banned books BTW ((edited 5-2-05 ( Read more... )

well i ahve been fucked over, my idea of sitting in class and not doing anything hasn't paidoff, one of ym teachers notified the school about this, and now iam being put into all honor classes, this includes physics, antamy/pis , pyche, gov/eco iam fucked , like a small white boy in a blakc prison .

-r-

cantaloupe.

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