THIS is why I don't have friends who are girls.

of COURSE she still likes him. Poor JT. Poor me. He probably likes her too. It explains so much. Goddammit. At least I'm not an idiot like JT. I never told him I loved him. So at least I didnt' make a fool of myself. Ugh. I need to talk to him about this but I don't want to. My boyfriend is a zombie ( Read more... )

Auditions for the nutcracker were last night. They sucked. I sucked. I was really distracted and I was terrible at the routine they gave us and I'm almost 100 percent sure I didnt get the lead. Whatever.

Maybe I was thinking about the pod person that has replaced my boyfriend as of late. Or the fact that my parents want to send me to my ( Read more... )

Sooooo I really haven't updated this in a while. But not much has happened. Marco and Andrew and I got into a huge fight and I didn't talk to them for a while. Fuck both of them if they think I have a problem. I DON'T. I'm FINE. And fuck marco if he thinks he's going to tell spinner. I dont want him getting freaked out or whatever. So I did what ( Read more... )

Sooooo I got Spinner's present(s). I dont know how much he'll like them, but hey- I like them and they seem spinner-y to me.

HE came over the other night. We had a sleepover. A totally innocent sleepover. We did stuff you normally do at a sleepover. Pillow fightssss annnd popsiclessss, and dancing... and kissing... well maybe not the last two. I ( Read more... )

Haven't had much time to update lately- this week has been crazy with preparation for the recital. But it was worth it. It went really well. I almost had fun! My senior project came off really well, and these two really adorable boys brought me flowers. ;)

Guh. I just adore him. One of them came back to my house and we hung out a bit. I hate when ( Read more... )

( ficlet: ups and downs )

Hi. My name is Zara and I adore my boyfriend because in fifteen minutes of talking he can make me forget an entire day of crappiness.

Well, not really, but he gets an A for effort anyway. I hate my dance studio. I hate it. I like dancing iwth andrew, and Madame says I haev a lot of potential. I love that I get to be this years feature and that I ( Read more... )

Hey there kids! This weekend was completely dance free. It's been great. I took a really long bubble bath on saturday. And avoided marco's house. Which I might feel a little bad about. But ummm spinner couldnt make it and three's a crowd ( Read more... )

Went to Hazel's last night. She seems like good people. Got to see Spinner (gasp! thats right, spinner) and marcopants. Which is good. It feels like my legs are going to snap off. I'm so damn tired. But I'm 2 pounds away from breaking a hundred. 99 pounds. that just has such a nice ring to it. I'll fit into my dance costume. I'll look HOT. It'll be ( Read more... )

I love marco a lot, but if he doesn't stop talking about andrew, I might be forced to strangle him. Out of pure necessity. Andrew too. Yay for both of you, but please shut the fuck up, thank you ( Read more... )