I'll keep trying..you keep ignoring me but i'll keep trying. I don't know if this is going to work out... and for the first time in years..I'm scared..like really fucking scared. I don't want it to be over.
I miss you...you probably don't believe a fucking word I say..and who could blame you. None the less..I fucking miss you.
Heaven help me make these words untrue. I warned you, God fucking knows, I warned you that a day would come when the tides would wash away all you claimed to care about. Consider me to be lost at sea.
Fuck you Forever, One of few that ever really cared.
And just like James, I'll be drinking Irish tonight and the memory of his last work week wil be gone forever... Evelyn I'm not coming home tonight, if we're never together if I'm never back again well I swear to god that I'll love you forever Evelyn I'm not coming home tonight...