look people, please realize you are not better than anyone else. you may be a christian; thats awesome. you may not be; awesome too. people need to make their own decisions. im so incrediably sick of everyone trying to force their views down other peoples throats. i know a great deal of people who are wonderful, good, decent, people and are some of ( Read more... )

i'm trying to make decisions. i hate that. the fact that in the course of 2 months, ill know where im going to college, where i'll be living, who i'll be living with. gah ( Read more... )

today was a sucky day. i had surgery on my mouth because of a really extremely weird situation and i have to get a tooth implant. who knew that was a real thing? but now im on vicodin and its freaking weird ( Read more... )

i started writing a depressing entry and then i decided against it. i have three people i can count on no matter what. and thats a hell of a lot more than the people who put me in this mood have.

all boys are the

same.

can someone

anyone

prove me wrong?

doubt it.

so since i always write about crap i think, i guess ill write about some stuff i did ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i was still little. or at least still had the little kid mentality. where the biggest problem in your life was you didn't have the same cool toy as sarah next door, or you had to go to bed and miss your favorite show. where life revolved around your parents and your siblings and the occasional next door neighbor. stress was ( Read more... )

I thought a lot about whether I was going to make this a friend-only entry, for the simple fact that this will probably offend some people and others might just laugh. Then I decided that I didn't care and if you take the time to read it, that's your choice, agree or disagree ( Read more... )

my life rules.
my friends rule.
if your one of them, man you're awesome.

it will always boggle my mind how people can surround their lives in alcohol and/or drugs. ill never understand it. drinking occasionally is one thing, i mean hey i do it, but when its pretty much an every weekend, only time you have fun kinda thing, it just gets stupid. man i dont even know if im looking foward to college because all that will ( Read more... )