i love this weather. i cant wait for summer. i have to get out of this everyday cycle of the same things. it gets old. im graduating in a month and i can't believe it. im going to college in four months and i really can't believe it. everythings going to change and im completely confused on how i feel about it. i have never had such mixed feelings ( Read more... )

i was a lion without a tail for halloween once. man those were the days.

This is my Top 10 Favorite Thing's I've Ever Written in Livejournal (started Jan. 25th, 2004 ( Read more... )

it feels so good to forget ( Read more... )

so george mason it is. i cant say im completely stoked on the school itself because it doesnt have a football team, so thats a little lame. but its in a big city, has a kick ass basketball team, and ill be with a good amount of friendly faces. (ev, kel, kris, curt, patrick) im still not exactly sure how im ever going to leave shadoe' though.... ( Read more... )

actually "this" implies thats its one dilema, when really every decision i make is a dilema. i may seem carefree. im not. i hate making choices. i hate taking chances ( Read more... )

i love this weather. i love it ( Read more... )

i have made a vow to myself. which is pretty much pointless because no one will know if i break it, thus defeating the whole purpose of a vow. nevertheless, we have one nine weeks left. one. then school's over. high school's over. we have to grow up and all that. so from now until then, im living irresponsibily and doing whatever i want. because ( Read more... )

so here comes the depressing entry because i feel totally and complete confused at life these days. i hate growing up. i hate it. i hate getting responsibility. i hate making decisions, especially life changing decisions. college. college sucks. what if i just said screw it and didnt go ( Read more... )

i hate not being in control of things.
especially my feelings.
lately i have been being such a fag.
oprah makes me cry about once a week.
don't any of you joke either.
i get so pissed at my little brother at least once a day to the point of chasing him around my house.
i can't wait to move out.
i always fall for people i shouldn't ( Read more... )