oh my goodness.. i was lying down earlier, trying to sleep, and i couldnt becuase of personal difficulties, but finally my eyes shut. keep in mind i havent slept in 2 days. and as soon as i doze off, 15 mins later i was awaken by soem of garretts old friends banging on our door and shizz... err.. but it was cool. i needed to wake anyways. now im ( Read more... )

i cannot sleep.. neither can garrett... we'll try again and if it doesnt work, we'll stay awake for another 24 hours... geese...lol.. thats our life..

i just cut my hair really short.. thanks jess! and it looks good.. i look much older now.. yay.

i need to get a job. so does garrett. he made me realize last night how stupid i have been latley. i need to change. i dont like who i am recently. ive been bitchy, irresponsible, and ive been a bad girlfriend to the one i love. ive been ugly too.. ive let my hair grow longer and it looks horrible. and i shouldnt have held it off for so long.. i ( Read more... )

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i hate myself.

my day was full of nothingness... i have been a major bitch lately, and i am sorry. i promise to stop.. really. i will become the same old jeffi that i was before. ive just been depressed... too much stress.. and ive had low confidence in myself. but tomnmorow.. i will find a job and save money and garrett and i will find a new place in no time. ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i didnt exist.
that i were brave enough.
i feel bad.
this isnt good.

i feel alot better.. now.

chillin here with mike and steven... its fun... garrett will be home soon i hope. <3 ( Read more... )

HAPPY 2-MONTH ANNIVERSARY GARRETT!!!!

i love you. i love you. i love you.