life has been weird lately.
i told adams mother everything, hes grounded for the next month because of it.
people are mad at me, say it wasnt my place to say anything.
but whatever i dont give a shit.

kyla isnt talking to me, we got in a fight over something i have to admit, is pretty stupid ( Read more... )

its funny how fucked up my life has honestly become. “suicidal tendancies”, mental hospitals, rehab, parents now deciding they hate me. my dad showing up after not seeing him for almost 2 years. Its incredible what life brings you. i feel like i have my friends there for me, but at the same time, i miss everybody so much. i cant connect anymore. my ( Read more... )

the end.
it should have ended so long ago.
but i tried to keep it going.
it was pointless, hopeless.

whatever.
i found a new boy
and hes perfect.
exactly what i wanted.
and this time, he doesnt treat me like shit.
its exactly what i deserved

I am from a broken home. A lost family, people who do not know who they are ( Read more... )

i think im insane.
i dont think i could ever allow myself to lose him.
no matter how fucked over i get.
but things will change,
because things can ony get better
right?

"once upon a time there was a girl. she was a kind and selfless girl, one who cared more about others then she did herself, although it did not always seem that way. she had a past ( Read more... )

so.
me and adam are officially over.
everything was perfect, yesterday everything was perfect
until last night
when i found out he had sex with another girl.
who by the way is 13.
a 13 year old and a 17 year old.
how great.

so basically, i fell in love with a boy,
lost my virginity to him
and was completely fucked over in the end.

[edit 5.16.06 ( Read more... )

so a lot has happened lately ( Read more... )

Boom.
The sound of two large objects colliding.
A young girl runs outside, to witness two cars conjoined as one.

3 numbers dialed ( Read more... )

adam cheated on me ( Read more... )

im in love with a boy.
hes amazing
perfect
nobody can compare.
and i am just so in love.