why is that i cant believe anybody these days?
everybody lies to me.
its as if i'm suffocating in a pool of them.

i thought i could make him believe in love.
but what an impossible task that would be.

& now i have to wait.
wait and see who will be chosen.
as if i'm waiting for the raffle to be won.
and oh, how i hope it will be me.

its just one touch.
one simple touch, that seems to take your breath away.
one hand on your waist, the other in your hand.
& thats it.
your enchanted by his smile

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oh mann.
okay so friday i went to ridgewood for like an hour and partying with 87638462 people.
& then i slept over allies house.
we watched madagasgar. it was absolutely hilarious.
& then yesterday we went to the city
we took the train & saw these really hot boys
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OMG
IM SO HAPPY.
he called me
he told his friends i was his girlfriend.
he told me its possible he'll come back for a month.
omg.
♥

omgosh.
im so happy.
stuart called me
& hes like I MISS YOU SOO MUCH.
& i was all JHASTSJHGWSJGHASJHG WHOA.
and it made me happy
and he said that he might not be sent to iraq, that he might be stationed in north carolina.
& that if he is he'll fly back for the weekend
& spend it with me
♥
im so happy.
he said he'll call me tomorrow.
i cant wait.

i feel stupid.
stuarts never coming back.

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