just hold your head up high...

[aaashwie]

so I haven't updated in a long time, This actually has been tho a good couple of weeks. Although I managed to ruin my friends birthday and well arizona seems so far away in my future. I am done with dealing with perveted drinkers, potheads, being a personal chaufer, and having people who care about me. I don't want to live anymore, I have been

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[1badassinger]

hey

[aaashwie]

well that was nice but if that monica chick doesn't shut her mouth she wil;l be the first person I come to visit in the US. I'm done with this bullshit, but no I'm not depressed over this... theres more to this. I killed someone.

Sush

[smackinoff]

Do i have to fly up there and kick your ass? Dont be depressed damnit!

Re: Sush

[aaashwie]

who are you>??

Re: Sush

[aaashwie]

why would you leave me? I mean you didn't even tell you were moving... what about our plans. what about your friends?? I heard you ditched jeremy but we can talk about that later. do you have a new cell because well I need it if you do because I lost your old number again... god I know I'm a reatard. oh well love ya babe

Re: Sush

[smackinoff]

give my cell a call you have the number

[lil_tink108]

babe you no that no matter what i will always be here and we can go get shirley temples whenever you want and i promise when you come visit we'll roller blade up to mccrobies and bug him til he cries. i love you so much, and always will.

[aaashwie]

no doubt... we will! thats a promise!! I love you babe

[babylove17]

im sorry babe that it sucks for you up there.. Dont drink, smoke and smoke other stuff, just because you feel bad. That will create a serious problem babe. I know it hurts but it wont hurt for long. Ive learned that lesson the hard way. Call me sometime to vent if you need to. I may not seem like im here but i always will be. I will never forget how good of friends we used to be. You shouldnt either.

[aaashwie]

I'm not drinking because I'm depressed, I'm drinking and doing that shit and it makes me depressed. Because I am better then that!

[babylove17]

you are better than that. We all are yet we still do it. jarratt has the same cell, btw, call my cell and i will give it to you 480.241.5823 is my number, cause i dont know if he wants me to put his number on the internet

baaaaaaby i love you

[bern_a_dette]

well that post is from a while ago
so we can hope things are better, i
mean last weekend you seemed pretty
alright! hahah anyways baby keep it real
and read my latest post, BE PROUD!!