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I'm missing your laugh How did it break?

And when did your eyes begin to look fake?

I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending ---------------------

So I told you that I'm dating a new guy named Richard. Yea well I hate him so much. Me and him don't get along at all. I mean he has gone through so alot of shit in his life and he tells me all ( Read more... )

I like Richard!!! He floats my boat!!! Even though he may be a jerk sometimes... I think there is something there  for me and him. I REALLY like this one but I still don't want to rush anything. I am scared to be hurt.... but you all know this by now!! Fuck I like him so much!! I can't wait till he wapps it!!! woohooo!! haha jk! any ways....  my ( Read more... )

I have loved more men in my life that I can remember. I thought I loved matt.... but he's always been a dead fish. He took my love and shoved it back down my throat. I can't handle thinking about him, because wether or I try to hate him he always will hold something in my heart. I never want him back, and I'm not jealous.. he's just there. I loved ( Read more... )

so I haven't updated in a long time, This actually has been tho a good couple of weeks. Although I managed to ruin my friends birthday and well arizona seems so far away in my future. I am done with dealing with perveted drinkers, potheads, being a personal chaufer, and having people who care about me. I don't want to live anymore, I have been ( Read more... )

Judgement Day is Tuesday, August 31st.

SIX DAYS AND COUNTING...

I am officially going through the worst thing imaginable. I won't say it on here but there is a lucky few who know, and i hope no has told anyone... but yea. You all complain about parents and being lonely, or money. I wish I was lonely. I wish I had no one here, I wish I could end everything so I wouldn't have to care. I don't want to care. I feel ( Read more... )

so school starts in like a month and few day but still its coming and I really don't want to greaduate here. Is there a way I could be adopted by your parents, so I can finish highschool in the U.S.? oh well I will be there on your graduation day!!! you guys better save me a ticket. my courses for this year are going to be so hard, canadian school ( Read more... )

okay, right at this moment I do not like boys, they smell, they'tre wierd and they like to fuck me over. YAY?? woot?? I don't think so... but well I met a guy. He's so cute and he's funny and fun to be a around in general. We hardcore flirt but its all good. I mean we haven't kissed and we haven't really hugged or anything... wrestled maybe, haha ( Read more... )