I really don't understand why I feel the need to spoil David ( Read more... )

Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review ( Read more... )

I know he's going to cheat on me again. And now I'm starting to push him away..

I don't know how far down the road it'll be when he does..but I cant keep loving him more and more, only to have him leave me and break my heart all for one spontanious drunken fuck.

No. I can't be with someone who would even consider it.

Things have been good ( Read more... )

I don't know why I haven't updated this shit lately ( Read more... )

My paid account is going to expire ( Read more... )

Do not call me while you are that drunk David. You're my boyfriend, and I love you to death...But That doesn't mean I will put up with your belligerency.

Who wants to buy me a bottle of vodka? Its looking really good right now.

And salmon. Smoked salmon is amazing.

I feel like i'm to sensitive. Little things really hurt my feelings, even if I don't always show it or call attention to it ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing. Friday I went to dinner with my grandparents. They like to keep me close, so that I hopefully don't turn out like my Mom. I wont, because they taught me a lot of wonderful morals and values ( Read more... )

When I wake up in the morning, I hate opening my eyes right away. I have to convince myself, that when I do finally open them...What I see will have been worth the struggle ( Read more... )