City life is made to be something other than it really is. If you take a look at what has become the city. You will notice that a seperation do exist.

Damn I havent been here in a while. So my life is alot better now. I no longer am with what his face he turned out to be a bastard. He cheated on me with the chick in the end and stole all my belongings. But that was then this is now like almost a year now. I have learned alot and I did gained weight I am like 120 now. I did a mohawk so Im in the ( Read more... )

Hey its been a while since ive been here my nose got pierced in August. I went to Americans Next top model. Ive dyed my hair Black. Ive gone through an afro now I have a mohawk. Ive also gotten a new job. I also moved now I live in the city. Im doing good now. I have no Bf. I'm a punk. The so call Bf I had stole all the things I had. Everything I ( Read more... )

I really want to gain weight. So bad. I hate being 109. So far since I started my own diet. I have gained 1 pound that was a day ago. When I get payed I am going to shop like crazy. When I am at my ideal weight I plan to get my nose pierced. Lose the cornrows and wear my hair how it is. This all will happen when I am comfortable in my own skin.

List of things to buy
Soap 5.00
Laudry 10.00
Rent 50
School loan 30-50
Card 24.00
Pads 5.00
Hair braided 25.00
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Vest
Leggings (brown)
Card 24.00

I did a movie trailer on anorexia. My teacher got totally groosed out."I hope I get a good grade" I said. "don't worry about that" he said. (He didn't even see the end part) I think I did a great job the trailer is perfect. Its moving, chilling, gripping. Its a collection of images, transitions, and lighting that makes the trailer NC 17. It is ( Read more... )

Well I do not know what the hell but I feel like total crap. My throat is killing me. I feel freaking weak and to top things off I have a nasty ass cold. Not to mention a head ache. This just totally suxs.

Right now I am at school. I do not feel like doing anything other than planning out what I have in store for JL on Sat. I want it to be the best day ever. I want him and I to have a blast with each other. I am going to post later on what I plan on doing with him. wink wink wink. shhh its a secret.

Shopping List ( Read more... )

Sunday I didn't had to work plus it was raining outside. So I stayed home. Which was a total mistake. I took a nap with my cd player on and woke up around 5:00 pm. I got up and eat. Then came Monday I slept late. It was around 6:30 when I finally got into the shower. I was running extremly late. Steven came in he knocked only once. "Why aren't you ( Read more... )