so...ahh such trouble. well thanksgiving is coming up. great. i love holidays. normally this is the best time of year for me. everyones nicer and its thanksgiving xmas then my bday. but this year im thinking about how normally we spend it with our mother. now i wont be able to do that. that really makes me depressed about the holidays. not so much ( Read more... )

and so its been awhile since i put myself out there in live journal. boo here i go again. im so connnffffuuuuusssseeeeeddddd. o i hate not knowing. its worse than getting bad news. ergh well school is all crazy. im a slacker. except i wont admit it to anyone. suck. im gonna pass but this semester is just a waste. ugh. im sooo broke. cuz i have some ( Read more... )

im leaving tonite for alabama. so much for me getting to make all decisions. there will be a ton a people there now. and i so sick of being stared at ( Read more... )

how is ashley doing ( Read more... )

ok so we have been doing the waiting thing. and it works. everything is so much better and way more meaningfull. i got my first kiss tonite. "smiles huge". and then we took a nap together before i left. if i only have till oct.2 then it will be worth every minute. i wont cry until he is gone.

so i let myself experiance something new. i got so emotionally involved with James. and then the call from the stuuuuuuuuuupditajjdkthaksdfjgh army.yep yep now he will be gone for a year. a yearrrrrrrrrrrrr comento on. thats so ridiculous. but so it figures. i can sure choose them. the one that treats me right is the one that has to go. he doesnt ( Read more... )

im in love. or at least im falling hardcore.i didnt know this could happen so fast. but i found the perfect boy. and he feels the same way. my life is a little wonderful right now. "smiles big"

um ya wow.....interesting. so anyways random last week. ill be away for the next week. too much of that good old canton drama for me. bitchessssss.love love love ashleyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

so i had one class today. math 110. not too bad. of course i dont know anyone. but thats exactly how i wanted it. its like a 3 hour class but its only once a week. kinda like that. tomorow is going to be a bitch. classes all day. and i was supposed to stay with shayna tonite. but i feel like i live there now. and i kept missing my bed. besides now ( Read more... )

so my first real attempt at having a relationship is coming to an end i beleive. ive gone out with a lot of guys this summer. but i dunno im wasnt ready for a relationship i guess. and then i met cory last weekend. omg hes so sweet and it was so adorable that first night. im gonna make u all sick. but we were playing bullshit and taking shots ( ( Read more... )