Thanks for reminding me about this thing, the_janitah. I don't get much time around the computer anymore due to work, sleep, and parents dragging me from the screen for family time. Now that I've moved back home, things are going a bit differently. My CoX account has been expired for 2 months now and I don't have the time nor money to play it ( Read more... )

things have taken a turn for the worse. easter sunday my hubby said,"i can only go without sex for so long. i will divorce you." or something to that effect. is that all i am? a maid and a sex toy? just because i've been depressed and not in the mood (and lord knows he doesn't do anything to help the situation) i may end up back at my mom's. she's ( Read more... )

I hate working frozen/dairy, omg. it sux so bad going in at f'n 5:30am to put frozen entrees and vegetables into their little shelf space for the overzealous consumer to take down only to decide moments later that they don't want it or don't have enough money and put it back in the wrong place. all the while i'm freezing my ass off to correct said ( Read more... )

I'm taking care of all the stresses in my life and taking things in stride. I have quit smoking and haven't had a cigarette in 4 days. I have talked to someone that had been causing me major problems in my life and it's been taken care of, if it continues more severe measures are going to be taken. Everything is just falling into place. Next on ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like everything I do is never good enough for some people? I make a banner for someone and someone else shoots it down, then that person goes and tries their hand at making one. Makes me feel like, "ok, well....guess I just won't bother anymore." I used to take pride in my art but when someone looks at it and basically says 'it sucks ( Read more... )

I feel the days slip through my fingers. One after the next, blending together in the same story. I'm tired, but even sleep cannot relieve me from the torturous heaviness that rests upon my soul. Being empathic has it's drawbacks and advantages....the downside seems to outweigh the beneficial aspects. All I need to do is hear the tone in someone's ( Read more... )

Just got a phone call today that my husband's grandfather passed away last night. No information yet on the cause. Today is James' (husband) birthday and we'll still be going out to eat but it's going to be rough because we are going out with his parents and I don't know how his mom is taking the news. They are already out of town making the ( Read more... )

Last night I got my drawing tablet and spent hours getting it set up...grrr. My computer was being an ass about setting it up to use. I got it all set up tho and by 2 am I was working on my first drawing. Took me 2 hours to draw but I'm pleased with how it turned out for being my first drawing. ^_^ I posted her on deviant art and I'm gonna work on ( Read more... )

I had ordered that drawing tablet on the 15th and just got an email yesterday that it was being shipped then and to expect it in 3-7 business days...this is the first disappointment. I guess my drawing will be put on hold til the end of the week (I think UPS will be ok gettin it to me in under 7 days). Disappointment #2, we were supposed to have ( Read more... )

This is my first entry in any live journal ever. I thought I might explain the origin of the name I have chosen since that's all I can think to write atm. "Aasterinian is a dragon deity. Goddess of invention, she lores over the domains of chaos, dragon, luck, travel, and enjoys learning through play, invention, and pleasure. Aasterinian is flighty ( Read more... )