I always know. I always know. And you know that too, don't you? I can feel you from miles away. I know every step and every move as if I were making it myself. I have called you, without being anywhwere near you, and told you EXACTLY what you were doing at that moment. So you know. With this in mind, I dont care how lonely you get. I dont care had ( Read more... )

Love is the dumbest concept. But I guess a necessary one. Imagine what I would have been if no one ever loved me. The problem with guys like myself is that not just any love will do. You can love me til the moon turns red but I will still hate you. I despise the love I have for others cause I know that all human love is flawed. There is no ( Read more... )

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Got this song in my head from Slipknot. Vermillion is the name of it, both part 1 and 2. Im drawn to it because I know all to well the feelings the songs emit and where they come from. Ive lived my life through the eyes of that song I think. I always wondered why I ever liked anyone and if I ever said that I loved them, was it real? I mean you ( Read more... )

I am enemy to man. I hate you all. Even myself because I am a man. I do what I do to thwart mankind, to confuse him to turn him against his brother and aye her against her sister. I scheme and plot in efforts to lead you to your own desire which are ultimately my desires. Therefore your lust, your casual wants, your pride, your anger, your filth ( Read more... )

I want to make any and every type of music possible. Then I want to create my own Genre and rule it with an iron fist with no one ever being able to overcome my musical advances. i want to tour with the deftones and sevendust P.O.D. and others that have inspired me to music. i want to calaborate with Bjork, The Sneaker Pimps, Tricky, Massive Attack ( Read more... )

Im so fuckin sick of cocks and cunts I puke at the very thought of either. I wanna kill myself so bad tonight. ::sigh:: i think to fuckin much ( Read more... )

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! THE FUCKIN PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT!!!!!! ( Read more... )

Ho ho hoooo. I have decided to weed out all the sentimental bullshit that Ive typed on this fuckin waste of net space journal. I went back and read it all and was like "what the shit is all this?!" Its like someone else wrote it. So fuck that. And fuck turner. Jeezuz. I dont believe Ive written all of this complete shit. I think I kinda went far ( Read more... )

Man I should really kill myself. I know what you are all thinking. Good Riddence. And I readily agree. Now Im not depressed Im not alone Im not hurting inside so if you come and approach me like thkat with such a situation I will probably curse and swing on you. Anyway Im just tired you know. I dont necessarily feel bad. Im just really sleepy ya ( Read more... )