i am wearing a skirt today and feel so happy ( Read more... )

i cannot wait for it to be warm. this weekend its supposed to be 65 and i think i am going to spend all day outside. in other newwwws my shoulders are so fucking sore from re-joining a gym these past couple days. i did weights and yoga and my shoulders are killing me. funny how my legs feel fine. i actually am really happy about being active again ( Read more... )

the more and more i think about it, the more i just need to run away.
i cant think where i am.

4/16/07 ( Read more... )

i am so scared of next year.

on the plane
above the ocean
i will look out
think about water and drowning
and sleeping
and then i will feel the waves-
of you. washing over me.

nothings felt this good since
i listened to you play.
but this-
this is music.

i hate falling. :-(

i cant help that i think id rather be with you. i do.
i still want to find out.

you laughed. we sat there and i felt- we could be good together.
we always were.