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so, surprisingly today, sonja told me i was one of her favorite people...and she repeated it and said "really" for emphasis of sincerity. shocking news, since i pretty much thought i got on her nerves as much, if not more so, as she gets on mine. she is a sweet person, though, and a great choral teacher. it just really got my attention. i wish i ( Read more... )

i've been writing more private thoughts in an actual, bound paper w/in a hard cover journal lately, though i haven't been able to keep up w/it as much as i'd like. the truth is: it's fucking stupid to write shit down if you don't want anyone to know about it...but i DO want people to know about it...you know, hundreds of years from now when aliens ( Read more... )

here's some good news: http://www.tnap.org/contestwinners.html

$1000 donated to opera at usc in my name. kick ass.

little boys are so much fun. men are better, though. damn i miss the big man. i am in desperate need of rescue from masturbation for better sleep.

had a decent lesson...in spite of the fact jun forgot to show up...or rather, thought that it was an hour after it really was. my staccato needs major work. but i do like that my "placement" is in my

claire and i realized just how few people we actually like in concert choir today, AND david's penitentiary is driving me crazy, AND i don't like the way we're doing the requiem, AND stupid people piss me off, AND i don't know how much more i can give you w/out being a robot, AND what the fuck are you DOING here? this is how i've felt about choir ( Read more... )

i'm sick again. fuck it all. you keep pissing me off, and they're all stupid.

but thanks everybody for all the lovely comments! in fact, let me get to those....

so, i just used my standard comeback for those questioning my interest in other hoties ("just because you're not hungry doesn't mean you can't look at the menu.") and got this:

"yeah, but you ARE hungry, so maybe you should say, 'just because you've already eaten doesn't mean you can't look at the menu.'"