well, back from another journey into Scarborough. "did you take the bus home this late?!"..."nooo, they drove me. they always drive me"*winkwinknudgenudge* anyway, tomorrow (or today rather) i am going to say goodbye to my beloved van. the grey and recently titled hunk-a-junk van that has been with me family for ages. yes many memories did pass ( Read more... )

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well, it's now past 5 am thursday morning. and it seems as though i have just finished a nice cold redbull. at around 3 ish you called me. worried about us. worried about what i had to talk to you about. i was surprised that you had called. you care. alot. i just got off the phone with you. i didnt want to do things over the phone, but it couldnt ( Read more... )

*well, i had a very full day indeed. kinda. and so, finally, the dear Shmogadis came over and found some more Swedish grub in my kitchen. what fun was that. spent the whole day as sloths. went for a little walk, for food, little time spent on swings, then we walked by her old house, and i was completely taken aback. I could not believe the state ( Read more... )

i listen to this not because it just so happens to be on my cd. but i listen to it for comfort. the comfort that it brings to my head, filling every part of me with memories i wish to hold close to me again. anyway ( Read more... )

well, yesterday i finally got rid of my wisdom teeth and the mysterious midget tooth way back beyond my wisdom tooth. i was very worried at first, but wow..."i wanna be sedated" never meant so much to me as it did yesterday. thank goodness for tylonol threes although they dont really ease the pain as much as i thought it would. oh well, i seem to ( Read more... )

It's not worth anything ( Read more... )

i don't think i'll ever be able to become what you want me to become. and what you want me to be, and you , and you . and you. Besides, Betty and George and all my other friends in my head would not be able to level out on the same page and please anyone. "and i see you standing there, wanting more from me, and all i can do is try." i'm sorry for ( Read more... )

you were wrong. i'd say all the words i feel right now, but that wouldn't be very grown up of me, now would it. (______bad word). where is messy? i'm still in my pyjamas, and i'm craving ice cream. but mum bought "s'mores" ice cream...errrr, yummy. it's too sweet. even for me. i'll go phone call some people and wake them up ( Read more... )

let me fly away. please.