yes. a break from math. i'm going to fail. no this isn't me just being negative or pessimistic. it's just realistic. having a conversation with girl face a couple weeks ago about these entries. yes, we like to read about your lives and yes, we can even relate to them sometimes. but no, journals aren't a frequent update on how many tears it takes to ( Read more... )

dear past: you were beautiful, loved, i must mention beautiful once more. loved to stare at you. wanted to know you. hated you. hated you for what was on the inside, hated your deceit. loved the lie. missed you. liar. you fucking lied. hated me. watched you. fell apart, and walked away. you were beautiful. why ? where are you? confused like you ( Read more... )

when you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

...i don't want to do what you do...i don't want to be(come) like you...any of you...it scares me...

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I like the peace
in the backseat,
I don't have to drive,
I don't have to speak,
I can watch the country side,
and I can fall asleep.

He's got fasting black lungs ( Read more... )

[thanks ang...]
is this true?

not "what i mean" but "what i meant"

jumped on, but i haven't abandoned my pen and papers.