it was just one of those days when you can walk around fooling everyone into thinking you're happy and you look back and notice that every time you smile or laugh there was a little pang of hurt in your heart because you know you're lying to the people who mean the most to you.
wellll i for one had an amazing fucking weekend thanks to the absolute COOOOOLLLLEEESSSTTT people on earth! :) -- prepare for the longest journal entry ever --
thursday my grandparents (and tony) came over for dinner... yayyy fun times. nothing too exciting about thursday cause i think we just ... went to bed. i can't really remember.