my stomach is in knots i'm so nervous - i seriously think i'm on the verge of an emotional break down - i don't think i can emotionally handle going to college and leaving my friends and my family behind - this is gunna be really tough especially since i'm already freaking out ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with me - i have zero reason to be in a bad mood but i am - i don't understand this!

aggghhhhh!

ummm ... on the bright side ...

happy (finally - haha) 18th birthday to molly tomorrrrrrow! love ya babe!!

((so confused))

so i'm just sitting here bored off my ass and decided to update this thing ... ummm ... well first off ... castaway was beyond amazing - no words can describe it not even amazing cuts it - i LOVED it!! :) if u wanna know details just ask me cuz it's way tooooo long to type ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: real one - not until 7th grade other than the lame first kiss in like 2nd or 3rd ( Read more... )

so lindsay points out to me that my old icon said i think about you all the fucking time but then it says i think about fucking you all the time hahahahahahahah yeaaaaa about that i had noooooo idea it said that! hahaha! wow i AMAZE myself! lol sooooo now thanks to lindsay i have a new one and i LOVE it! but i decided since lindz found so many ( Read more... )

so whenever i'm around you i can't help but tense up and not even look you in the eyes because whenever i do - i melt - i know it sounds completely cheesy but i do i can't help it but i can't look at you because if i do i'll let myself fall for you again and i can't do that - not after what happened and what i did to you - it's not fair to you and ( Read more... )

1. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandparent's first name + favorite snack): harold chex mix ( Read more... )

yesterday was horrrrrrible - last night sucked cuz of certain things that i found out and alotta conversations that i had which completely got to me and i ended up crying my eyes out in speedway parking lot in front of dom and steve - wow - okay - i don't know what was wrong with me - just everything got to me last night and it sucked ( Read more... )

so i decided something within the last couple minutes - from now on my entries are gunna be really boring and i'm not gunna write about how i feel or ne thing to that nature considering it might make some people mad ... aggggh ...

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