I guess I should update and say: I've done it! and I don't feel like much of a different person! haha, I think I was expecting bigger, better things, but who am I to say ANYTHING at all, apparently it doesn't even work the first time!
I AM SO SICK OF THIS. I know I keep fucking saying that, but it's the truth maybe it's time to do something about it. the rest of my summer is going to be worth living.