have you ever just felt like an extreme asshole? you know its your fault and you wanna fix it but your really drawing a blank on what to do?i cant believe i passed that up. the one time i didnt drop what i was doing to do that i missed out and now im going to pay for it for possibly a week and a half. serves me right.

so i was okay...for a while that is...i delt with it and did my best and i was okay.....for a while ( Read more... )

i absolutely 100% hate valentines day. its an excuse to do something silly for your girlfriends, and from now on that is all i will ever do for valentines day. something for my girlfriends.

so. this is supposed to be my happy entry. so.......

[fill this space with things that make you happy

]

there ya go. happy entry.

HEY to all of you people who said they would come to the 3 on 3 ACCAPELLA concert at my school i need you to let me know for sure!!!! its Feb 3 thats a FRIDAY so PLEASE let me know because i have to have my money in by the 24 (5 days) its 5 bucks for students and 7 for adults!!! so that means 5 from all of you!!! if you want me to get it and you ( Read more... )

welll this weekend wasnt so bad. worked a bit, played a bit. friday i went to say goodbye to amandas parents. it was freaking so much fun! lol sad, but fun none the less. i also saw fun with dick and jane...not great but it was okay. saturday i worked almost all day and started to not feel so hot. sandy let me go early and even tho i shouldnt have ( Read more... )

i love you. you know that right? i do.i love you.it never stops. even when i make the sad face. i still love you.

i dont think i could be feeling more emotions rigth now i if i tried. i hate this lonely abandoned feeling, but i know that i am loved by the two best girls in the whole world, i hate the mother lecturething because i know he will not listen to me not matter what. this is bullshit this whole...ugly unwanted thing. it seriously came out of no where ( Read more... )

so nothing else really makes you feel the way you do when you have found out that people know something embarrassing about you. lots of people. people you reallly dont want to know things. its even worse when it gets rubbed in, brought to everyones attention, and has been given a title. i feel degraded.

i stepped outside of the line.