My life has seriously been a rollercoaster this past week. I got wait-listed at Wayne State, AGAIN! My seriously awesome aunt who I'm really close to has cancer, AGAIN! My dad's uncle and aunt are here visiting. I've had to sleep on the couch the past 4 nights because of this. And to end this craziness...finally something good happens ( Read more... )

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I try to be positive because that's what the Secret is. But sometimes, I gotta tell ya, it's damn hard. It seems like things are going well, and then BAM...just kidding ( Read more... )

So...apparently my life is trying to tell me something. I guess I'm supposed to go to grad school at Wayne State. Or, maybe I had focused thoughts on Wayne State and that is why I got an interview at Wayne State and not at any of the other four schools I applied to. I'm trying so hard to feel like this is what I wanted and this is what is " ( Read more... )

Life now is mediocre.

I want more. There has to be more out there, somewhere.

So, I'm pretty much giving up on guys. I don't have the time to put energy into a real relationship and I have no idea what is going to happen to me/where I'm going to be after August, so trying to start something with someone is pretty much pointless...and that makes me sad. Oh well...life goes on...this lonely life goes on.

I'm so dumb.

I hate people sometimes.

Why do I do this? And why do they?

I just want to hit something...hard.

I hate the fact that I don't like my dad. It bothers me so much because I used to like him a lot. I guess as I get older I realize more of who he really is and the glow of the perfect parent wears off. Living at home is hard because I see all of the little things that he does and doesn't do and how it really hurts everyone, especially my mom. ( Read more... )

I, for some reason, have just been struck with a wonderful feeling. There is so much out there in the world that I can be a part of. There is so much opportunity lying right at my footsteps. I am a single, 22-year-old who has the ability to make so many things happen in my life. After I'm done volunteering and working (August 2007) I have no ( Read more... )

+ i'm applying to grad school again ( Read more... )