I get the sneaking suspicion as I do with most everything in life, that its not going to happen ( Read more... )

Self destructive. Me? Yes. Right now, more than ever, and with no apparent reason. And I don't want to go out but I left my favorite FAVORITE in some gay dudes bathroom. And I can't go get it back. Because that would be weird ( Read more... )

Sum up weekend ( Read more... )

I love my icon ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird funk. Like what seems normal to me really shouldn't, or maybe I just wish it wasn't. Its easy to think there is one or maybe two reasons why I'm not something, happy isnt the word I wouldn't say I'm happy. I'm tired of everything almost happening. I think if laziness was a disease I would have it.

Why do I like those redbull commercials so much? Thats rather odd ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I made bank at work tonight. Too bad I have a stupid ticket to pay off. Stupid car registration...grr. I'm really loving my new apartment but I really am missing a lot of school trying to be everywhere for these damn maintenance people. Stupid nothing working. blah. I just want to sleep for like three days. Thats how I feel right now, ( Read more... )

I can't get into school. Everything about it simultaneously bores and excites me. I can't deal with all the reading. how can I enjoy a hemingway, cowley, fitzgerald, cane, anderson and stein book all at the same fucking time. i barely had time to enjoy winesburg before I can an exam on it. And reading a book for a test makes the book considerably ( Read more... )

What a night. I thought for a minute there that i was gonna want to write about it.... but I really dont. We'll just say I definitely don't feel like I'm going to explode anymore. And when I make a snide comment about molesting someone, the very very last thing I want them to say is "that's not very romantic". I think thats when you know, it could ( Read more... )

So I got an apartment! So excited! Its 14th and main. Its super cool. And you all have to come and do some house warming with me =) I move in oct 1st. more later! Just got off work and I smell like french fries.