wow alright so this is shitty its kinda rediclous how youd think you can turn to drugs or alcohol to try and froget a problem or try to make yourself feel a little bit better but it doesnt work no matter how close to losing conciousness you are you cant get your mind of something if its really bothering you and you think it hurts or something like ( Read more... )

today was interesting finals today werent bad but thats because i had elective classes today fuckt this afternoon it was kinda interesting charlie high is back hahah thats pretty cool i spose and then my mother threatened to have me arrested which she seems to do rather often if i tell her im gonna go somewhere even if she says not to go and then ( Read more... )

hmmm well the last week has been sort of interesting it kinda sucked in quite a few ways i didnt get to see abbi for more than ten minutes and then i got lectures from my parents that ive already had before then i had to go out to dinner with my parents and stuff and then well i have alot of stuff to do for finals next week and i feel as though im ( Read more... )

it doesnt feel like you know but id take it all back ( Read more... )

hmmmmm this weekend was sort of interesting or at least sunday and monday were and then on goes the week i dont like school its boring and there are so many things out there that id rather be doing and people id rather be spending my time with than having to go sit in a fuckin building and move room to room for hours at a time a day. then theres ( Read more... )

ahhh man i want a wolfdog so bad but i cant have one ohh well ahh man want an interesting day good morning and good afternoon with a productive band practise and i get the feeling that all im doing currently is pissin someone off ahhhh man hmmmmm..mm.mm...mmmmmm.mmmmmmmmmm..*sigh*

ahhh man ok so this week has most deffinately gone rather interesting who knows it started last friday i guess or at least for me it did the weekend was weird who knows i should be used to being thrown out of my parents houses by now but i guess im not all i can say is im thankful for my incredible friends and my amaizing wonderful beautiful girl ( Read more... )

hmm ok so ive determined that love and trust are similar and very different so love is the same as trust in that theyre both things that are built upon as time goes on and as you build the bond of them becomes stronger and you love or trust someone more as you build upon each but love and trust are different in that love is a much stronger bond ( Read more... )

ahhh man im bored as fuck haha what can i do oh well i guess i was told i was gonna have been hung out with today but so much for that tehehehe what ever too late now and then who knows what tomorrow shall bring hmm i wonder maybe looking at vulgar images and listening to slayer arent a good idea right now but oh man i just saw the coolest one of ( Read more... )

hahah well hmmm who knows the last several days have been rather interesing who knows i get the feeling that im being thought of as not good enough but who knows i sure as hell dont i wouldnt think i would be but it kinda feels like that man oh man oh man whats wrong with my head my head my head who knows hahah now for the events of today well it ( Read more... )