25 Things about me ( Read more... )

Back at Brown. Snow: a foot deep; pure white. Heat? None.

I am jetlagged. I have things to do.

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and the snow is falling falling falling falling as if a blessing or some kind of absolution. God, what are you trying to tell me? I'm not sure ( Read more... )

the snow was falling softly outside

Fear fear fear and desperation and clawing and madness ( Read more... )

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I am tired.

I hope I am not a blank notebook.

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But otherwise, I am fine! I.......................... am fine!

I'm just as empty as you are, and you are just as empty as I am ( Read more... )

"Always go too far, because that's where you'll find the truth." -- Camus

Why do we fear? Why do we let fear dictate our actions?

Am I being Self-destructive or self-indulgent? Or both? Time will tell -- and in the meantime, as Cyndi Lauper said, girls just wanna have fun.

I am alive, and I am happy; I am alive and I am joyful; I am alive and all my life is frothing, frothing, fermenting, throwing white froth; and though I cannot read the language of the sun, of the seeds falling from the sun, I am happy; an immeasurable contentment -- a shivering sort of love for the world. It sweeps through me, shaking my bones, ( Read more... )