i miss baby

yesterday lydia was sent to wilderness camp. she didn't find out she was leaving until 5 minutes before she left and she'll be there a minimum of 6 weeks. i just wish i would've been able to say goodbye to her. last night was one of the hardest nights i've had in awhile, everything reminds me of her. im not at school today because i didn't get any ( Read more... )

FRIENDS ONLY

i do not know what i want at all. i'm so indecisive. but people are pressuring me to decide and its nerve wracking.

weekend: i spent friday and saturday at adams and zacs. we watched scary movie 3 and baked cookies. andie slept at friends houses friday and saturday so i got to sleep in her bed all weekend. that was probably the highlight of it. today i read night. it's actually a really good book, i really liked it. i had heard from everyone that is was ( Read more... )

i went over to apex high today to figure out what classes i'll be taking next year. this is all becoming a reality, i really am leaving enloe. but we figured out i'll be taking AP us history, french 2 and french 3, AP english, AP chemsitry, honors anatomy, and precalc, which is basically what i'd be doing at enloe minus dance, and its 2 mintues ( Read more... )

my sister (andie) just asked me why i can't dress normal for once. what does a normal person dress like?

sometimes i really piss myself off. i don't even know why i consider doing some of the things i do espically when its going hurt me and someone else. i'm glad i'm being smart this time around.

by the way lately things have been almost too good to be true and hopefully they will continue to be that way. i have faith that things will work.

yesterday consisted of lots of naps, new world, and fear and loathing.

adam erin and paige are here.
i can't sleep.
i've been awake for 26 hours now.