I feel so empty. I feel so empty when I can't write. I feel like I'm nothing if I'm not a writer. I t scares me, too. If I'm not a writer, what am I? My whole life I've wanted to be a writer. It was never hard for me, either. Whenever I felt like, a story would flow from my pen. But now I sit with my journal in my lap, and nothing comes ( Read more... )

God I love that song. Ramones or Rancid version, they both rock.
So the concert isn't going to be until November now. And I believe it's down to five bands; Air Tight Alibi, FireKills, Original Glitch, Laslow, and Good In The Sack. It's a shame, I had six bands who would defiantly play, and one more looking into it. But I had to cut a few bands. ( Read more... )

So Lindsey has said that the date for my benefit concert should be around late September/early October. And... I've had someone volunteer to make and print flyers and posters for free. I'm so excited that he did that. I was wanting flyers and posters really bad, but couldn't afford it. And I've had two more bands say they'd play, FireKills and ( Read more... )

Here's a story that I wrote. I found it on an old disk.

Mia is my life. She is my soul. She is my reason to live. To please her. She could have any man she chooses, and she chose me. She would stand and dance on stage, singing poignant songs of fairy tales and lost childhoods. When we return to the loft home we live at, she would blear her AFI and ( Read more... )

I've been doing research on AS since I woke up this morning.

• AS (ankylosing spondylitis) is arthritis of the spine that strikes young people. The typical age of onset is between 17 and 35.
  
• Nearly one million Americans have spondylitis. AS is more prevelant than multiple sclerosis, cystic fibrosis and Lou Gehrig’s Disease combined.
  
• Difficult ( Read more... )

So, I've been wanting to put on an Ankylosing Spondylitis benefit concert since I found out I had the spinal disease, and now it looks like it might just happen! Everyone at Austin Punk Rock.Org has been so helpful. Air Tight Alibi, Original Glitch, and Lulu have said they would play so far, and I'm hoping to get one or two more. Maybe FireKills ( Read more... )

So I had a doctors appointment Monday, and it turns out have something else on top of the Ankylosing Spondylitis, Fibromyalgia. The doctor said that it was mostly caused by the lack of sleep I get. They don't know why, but that can cause it. Dr. Pickrell up my pain medicine and doubled my Zoloft. I'm gonna keep taking the Enbrel for now, but ( Read more... )

God I haven't been on here in forever. I just got home from Surfside. I had a blast. But none of my pictures came out. I got to meet my baby cousin Matthew finally. He is so sweet. We finally have a natural red head in our family. I had a great picture of my cousins Kallie, Kyle and Matthew, but like I said, it didn't come out. Something that ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since my last post. I saw Fire Kills and A Still Second Saturday. That was a blast. I met Tim finally. I've only seen him at a million Fire Kills show. His gang was so funny. The crowd for Fire Kills was super rough. I hate rough crowds.  Jaime landed on me twice. Once because of Jeremy jumping on top of him.

I also hate the ( Read more... )