I'm still alive, sometimes it doesn't feel that way but I am. Shit's changing and unfortunately I'm forced to realize that I don't have all the answers so I can't change the past or force time to go in reverse. I'm also insane. Like, need to talk to someone but I won't type crazy. Or maybe I'm not because apparently crazy fucks can't tell they' ( Read more... )

So I figured I'd update my LJ w/random nonsense that's been going on in the life of Abby Jr.

Been spending a bit of time with Nica -


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Yeah, back at work & did 93 hours my first week. I was convinced that my knee muscles/fibers were all coming apart and I was going to die from the lack of sleep but a week & a half later and I'm feeling great ( Read more... )

A friend first told me about this in the middle of the night & I remember waking up at like 3:30 in the morning and the first thing I thought was "I hope Tammy will be alright". It's strange, I feel really bad about this but I don't have anything to really say ( Read more... )

I swear that if I didn't love that girl so much I'd kill her. I'd just give up but I can't despite all the promos I cut saying I can ( Read more... )

Yay! I just talked to Shawna & now I feel all happy and shit. But I'm thinking about Patty so I'm all depressed and shit too. Fuck it, I'm just going to go to sleep, because unlike some freaks of nature that I know I can sleep quite well when I've got problems on my mind.

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability ||| 4% Aggressiveness ||| 9% Assertiveness ||||||||| 21% Activity Level ||| 2% Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||| 53% Enthusiasm ||| 8% Extroversion |||||| 16% Trust ||| 4% Morality |||||||||||| 31% Altruism |||||| 15% Cooperation |||||| 12% Modesty |||||||||||| 34 ( Read more... )

I was gonna update this last night but then I got tired so I said I'd do it when I woke up in the morning. Apparently I forgot to do that since it's now 6:17 pm & I'm just getting around to doing this nonsense. But ya see the thing is I'm entirely too lazy to type out a full update now so I'll just sorta bullshit my way through the last few days ( Read more... )