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I remember being little and looking up at all of my cousins and looking up at my friends older brothers and sisters and wondering how long it took them to get there. I wanted so badly to be big, to be grown up. It was another world I wasn't a part of ( Read more... )

I wish you had a biography. I would read it all.
I want to know everything!

I tried to write a meaningful post, divulging much of what has been on my mind. I actually started and wrote about three paragraphs before I realized that the depth and breadth of my anxieties were far to great to be explained in an LJ post. Sort of like the Harry Potter books (which I've been rereading). A ton of shit happens and it doesn't all ( Read more... )

So I'm probably going to end up transferring to PLU next year so I can study something I'm passionate about. It could be really good because I could major in music, get a minor in psychology, and finish up my French minor in Martinique next January. Or that would be the ideal solution ( Read more... )

What did you realize today?
that i'm probably wasting time, and energy, and emotion. so fuck me.

Held hands with anyone today?
no

What will you be doing tomorrow?
i have psych, french, and choir. then probably chilling. and reading.

When was the last time you cried?
probably like last week. i've been kind of a wreck lately.

What are you wearing right now?
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I had a dream last night that that my family and i were in Russia. Apparently imperial Russia because my father was close with the tsar and we were staying with him. Josh was there too. And we all had to get out because something bad was going to happen. Something disease and death related i think. And i was anxious because Josh left to go practice ( Read more... )

i really want to SING. and NOT with women's chorale where the altos can't sing harmony and instead sing an octave below the sopranos. i want to sing for real. i'm tired of always getting the short end of the stick in choir. GIVE ME A SOLO ALREADY.

( i really need to do homework. )

Start​ with your name:​ Abby ( Read more... )

THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE: (no particular order ( Read more... )