with any certainty, but the sight of stars makes me dream."
-vincent van gogh

so, so many good things. so many.

i posted this in a blog on my myspace back in june/july. but i figured i'd just put it up, here. some aspects of my thoughts have slightly changed. but, who knows, i'm always changing.

"If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason...
then all possibility of life is destroyed."
-Christopher McCandless.

I have had one of the most mind-altering and ( Read more... )

i really feel like everything is just a huge mess of... everything. i don't know how i feel about anything, anymore. although, i generally like that... the unknowing is so... blissful. i feel like not having to worry about what i'm going to act on, next, is so much less stressful. and i like that, a good bit. i mean, it's all pretty much common ( Read more... )

i figured this ought to be necessary. it was about time ( Read more... )

stop using me.

i'm going to change the world!

there is no other being in the world that will ever amount to the over-all insignificance that you are to me ( Read more... )

( Yeah yeah. )

i know i always ramble on and on about how much i hate my father. but, god, how i'd give anything in the world to have him back in my life SOMEHOW. i, truly, wish i could take back everything that has been said and done in our relationship and somehow influence him in some sort of positive way; maybe i could've been his catalyst to become a better ( Read more... )

wake up naked next to you.