I am a fucking lazy piece of shit. I fell asleep watching MTV's Real World, and I awoke only when my cell phone rang. It was Aaron inviting me to a kegger on Saturday night. Naturally, I told him that we'd go, even if we end up not going or going just for a little while. Y'know, I'm probably just leading him on. But for alcohol? It's worth it. Now ( Read more... )

Today was partially a good day, and partially a very rough one ( Read more... )

Oh, I was so bold. It's nothing big - but it was a big step for me. For months there's been a barrier between me and Casey. He's been online, and I've been online, but we've never IMed each other at all. So tonight, I saw that Casey was online. And I decided to IM him. I waited a good thirty minutes first to see if he would IM me. He didn't. So I ( Read more... )

I'm so scared. God, I can't lose Casey again after having him for two positively blissful nights. Saturday was all about the thrill of having him back, and it was passionate - the dip kiss, the roaming hands, the straddling. Sunday was a bit more familiar, and it was comfortable - the cuddling, him picking me up with my arms swung around his neck, ( Read more... )

Okay...well, I finally got the call. Alex called me at about 8:30 and asked what I was doing. At that moment, I was at the supermarket with my dad. Apparently, the West guys don't have school tomorrow while I do, and they didn't know that I have school tomorrow. They were just chilling over at Casey's and drinking. Casey had asked Alex to get me ( Read more... )

I'm a nervous wreck. Casey hasn't called. He's not online. Well, he was for five minutes earlier tonight, but then he signed off without saying hello to me. I was just zoning out, sitting there in the silence, staring at his screen name on my buddy list. He never IMed me. He just signed off shortly after he signed on ( Read more... )

Still no word from Casey. My cell phone died, so I don't even know if he's tried to call me. I need to get my charger tonight. But I doubt he did. I'm so scared. What if he doesn't remember last night? What if he regrets it? I personally thought that, from the point where we kissed, it was the best Valentine's Day I've ever had. But what if he just ( Read more... )

Okay, now for the sober and descriptive discussion about Valentine's Day ( Read more... )

Fuck. Why do I do stupid things when I'm drunk ( Read more... )

VALENTINE'S DAY IS AWESOME ( Read more... )