im not trying to please anyone any more,....just me. and if that makes me an asshole ...then fuck off.

hmm.....lets see......umm i dont know....wow i totally just forgot what i was gonna write,....im such a retard. ......ohh but i do have one thing to say.....anthony-you have a frate train coming to your balls....and when you least expected....so....expect the unexpected.

im sometimes sorry for who i am,...and how i act. because i am torn between what i know is best and what i want with every part of me. i know i am a hypocrite, and i know when somthing i do is wrong. i know all of this, i know i am a bad person,...and i betray,....i know i will never be as strong as i want to be, ill never be able to let go. i know ( Read more... )

ahh yes.....it begins....another year, more band drama. yes thats right band drama. for those of you who are not familiar with the "band drama" i believe the definition is somthing like this ( Read more... )

ok see i dont even update these things.....i dont know hwy i bother.....o yeah i remember now...because that whore jen was bitching to me about not having one. well tonight was shanes birthday party and it was chill,...but realized where all the stereotypes for teenagers come from. and how some people can be so not cool....but whatever.

im on the tri-m music honor society's executive board......isnt that sweet....me and anthony get to be historian....its gonna be awesome...........

ok so lets regroup my thoughts on yesterday ( Read more... )

Random Survey ( Read more... )

hmm yeah so today sucked.....the usual i had to play my scales today on mr. wills' clarinet then i went completely blank on Ab major...but whatever ill make it up i guess. ok and a nifty thing happened mr.wills picked me anthony annie and someone else.(...i dont remember) to be in the music honor society thing. i think he said "charter members" i ( Read more... )

yes yes i know i am a loser now. but see the thing is i dont really have anything to say im this live journal,......hmmm. well lets see im gonna screw up the circle of fiths test tomorrow really bad because my clarinet is broken and im just not seeing it as going well. i really dont care though. i guess im going to get back to my boring life.