ok, so i was gonna delete this crap. and i did. but then i was like omfg! i dont want everything ot dissappear! so luckily theres a 30 day grace period. so i activated it again Woo! yea. but the LJ is pretty much still friends only.

sunday night was one of the best nights ive had in a long time

x0x0

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me

when *he* is close i push him away...when i feel him drifting away from me i want him close....wtf is wrong with me!!!??? UGH im frustrated with myself

*he* confuses the hell outta me

hmmm today classsssss was BORING AS FUCK well govt class was boring as fuck, math was alright i got my test score back...83 not bad....then i told this guy to shut up cuz he ALWAYS talks about sports first it was baseball and now its basketball lol ....then i went to starbucksssssssss and had a mocha frapp <33 pure love then picked up my bros... ( Read more... )

im feeling blaaaah :-\ i found out today that this kid i used to work with died- Garry Dean i didnt know him that well, but im still wierded out. i txted jackieeeeee shes having a blast in hawaii at the surfing competition...and shes making me jealous by telling me there are lots of hot surfer boys lol..shes SO LUCKY..ive been thinking about stuff ( Read more... )

school's alright, work is um okay too, so yeah i went to work at i tried really hard not to look over at justin and i think i did pretty good lol and i didnt attempt to talk to him, later on he came over by me once he got away from his annoying trainer and he was talking to me and out of nowhere i say "shutup" lol words just sorta come out of my ( Read more... )

ok so ive decided to update bcuz its 1030 and im watching sex and the city reruns, anyway i had a little drama for like two days lol it was funny stuff but i got it solved (thats all im sayin on that topic lol) hmm so henry was kinda gettin on my nerves yest and today i know he didnt mean to, like he didnt do anything but i dunno i was mad at him ( Read more... )

work is alright...not really hard, just sorta gets boring after a while lol...but i have a few people that keep my laughing lol likeeee cody (hes nuts) and natalie (his gf) henry and gina...they're my fave and the rest are aiight lol.....this guy that works in the photoshop in the space center is so cute but yeah figures that id get shy and not be ( Read more... )

so lets see....the topic for my essay in english was "how to pump youre own gas" yeah i know its pretty stupid, but thats all i could think of. anyway...school is the same i guess, i got a 85 in business law and 94 in math...not bad i suppose...orientation nights were cool...we had the funniest conversations "here take my good hand" lol poor ben ( Read more... )